Nagito Mems
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I haven't played any of the games with Nagito in them aside from Goodbye Despair, but they're next for me to play!!
⋆ I feel like I have to explicitly state this because Nagito's character is so twisted by the fandom: I am not "insane." I am not an uwu hope boy, so if you're looking for a Nagito like that, then look elsewhere.
⋆ I was a lot more like I was during the first chapter of the game, and I did genuinely try to get along with everyone. My intentions were never to tear people apart, cause doubt, or to start arguments. I didn't like the arguing and tenseness between us during the class trials either, but it's not like we had any other choice. Me getting frustrated with how people were caught up in their emotions during trials and not getting done what needed to be done is what led me to say "bizarre" and "inappropriate" things. The class trials needed to get done and that's what I was trying to accomplish.
⋆ With that being said, I was kind of an insensitive person, but it's not because I was an asshole or whatever- it's just because I have been through so much that I know how to just keep pushing. I used hope as my motivator to keep going, and sometimes I forget or it's just hard for me to understand when others cannot do that. That's why I was nonchalant about a lot of things that others deemed as serious and it caused the others to get mad at me. It wasn't because I was trying to be cruel, start something, or because I'm "insane," but I understand why the others probably thought so. And I don't think I was ever given the time of day to explain myself, either.
⋆ It may be because two of my good friends kin these characters, but I think I was alright with Akane and Sonia (which Kazuichi was not happy about lmao). I think I was also kind of close to Mikan, but it was mostly because I could tell she wanted friends and I did as well- I remember being very gentle and soft-spoken with her as well. I talked to them about personal things, but nothing crazy significant. I also think Sonia stuck up for me a few times.
⋆ I remember playing video games with Chiaki once or twice as well, but it wasn't very fun because I would always win due to my luck. I still enjoyed the time spent, though.
⋆ Aside from them, I don't think anyone else was really a big fan of me. I feel a lot of them were turned off by how nonchalant I am when it comes to serious things, which I understand. But as I said, I was never given the time of day from anyone aside from Akane and Sonia, really.
⋆ I was attracted to Hajime, but I'm almost certain it was one-sided (and again, like my Hawks mems, I don't kin date, so don't try that mess). I never teased him or automatically thought he was worthless after I found out he didn't have a talent, either. The most I did was distance myself from him, but it's not like we were very close, to begin with. I felt like every time I tried to talk to him, I made him uncomfortable.
⋆ I remember trying to grow closer to everyone by chatting with them at times where we were all together like during breakfast and such. Sometimes it worked and we all got along, but others, I feel like I just made things awkward and everyone would go silent for a few moments after I spoke and then changed the topic.
⋆ I was ill, but not really in the way I was in canon. I don’t think I had dementia or lymphoma. Instead, I think I had some kind of auto immune disorder. I just remember not ever having that much energy or feeling too great physically most of the time. I think I was also a little weak as well.
⋆ I don't think the way I died went along with canon, but I'm nearly finished with the game and I don't want to jump to conclusions just yet.
⋆ Furthermore, I do know I was a survivor. I remember getting closer to Hajime, and I think after everything was over was when I did. I think the trauma was what brought us all together in the end.
⋆ I don't know if the world was canonly destroyed or what because I haven't quite finished, but I know in my canon, it wasn't. Maybe a corrupt leader or two, but society was still standing and there was still order for the most part. I know I went to therapy and adopted a small dog later. I think the dog's name may have been Cookie and she was small, light brown and fluffy, maybe a Pomeranian.
Smaller mems include:
⋆ I had really slender hands that were cold most of the time but were smooth and I kept medium to long nails. I think I used lotion from time to time on my hands as well
⋆ I remember taking naps in random places a lot because I was usually up all night. I remember specifically being propped up in the corner on the floor of the restaurant sleeping once. I was woken up by somebody (probably Kazuichi) yelling "hey what the FUCK"
⋆ I was always very clean and I remember taking a lot of baths and showers in my cottage. That's where I spent a lot of my time and would brainstorm. I don't think bath bombs were on the island but I used a ton of bubble bath
⋆ My hair was pretty curly, but the reason it appeared frizzy and poofy was from the humidity from the island. I remember Sonia trying to help defrizz it a little, but I just kinda laughed and said it was fine
⋆ I remember having really nice lips? I know that's weird but hey
⋆ I'm 80% sure I was vegetarian, potentially vegan
( Made with Carrd )
